From Deconstruction
to Purpose Discovery
A Journey from Brokenness to Bold Faith
Hi! I’m HJ, and this is my story.
Have you ever felt like your faith was slipping away? For a long time, I wrestled with doubts and questions, feeling betrayed by those who claimed to serve God but instead served their own agendas. Disillusioned and hurt, I began to question everything I thought I knew about faith and nearly walked away altogether.
Yet, even in the chaos of life—marriage, family, and military service—God was at work. Through my pursuit of theological truth, I found myself face-to-face with the false narratives I had believed and rediscovered the truth I had been longing for.
In dismantling these lies and returning to Scripture, I learned that holiness isn’t a private affair. It’s a call to stand firm, speak truth, and worship with bold authenticity.
Wherever You Are, You Belong
No matter where you are on your journey, Holy Out Loud is here to walk alongside you. You don’t have to navigate the complexities of faith alone. Together, we’ll deepen your relationship with God, equip you to live boldly, and help you stand firm in the truth.
The Birth of Holy Out Loud
The journey that took me through deconstruction, reconstruction, and rediscovery became a gift I now share with others. I realized I wasn’t alone in feeling hurt, disillusioned, or unsure about faith. Many others are searching for clarity and confidence in their spiritual lives.
That’s why I created Holy Out Loud—to empower believers with community, identity, and practical resources to live their faith daily with confidence and without compromise.
Whether you’re working through doubts, growing in your faith, or just looking for encouragement, I hope you’ll find something here to inspire and equip you for a bold life of faith.
I can’t wait to meet you!
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